My head game is superficial at best:
It’ll blow your mind or
ease your high.
I’ve had some awkward thoughts occur to me.
They seem unearthly,
In the midst of it all,
I think I’m strong.
That’s what I tell
myself, in fact.
Not quite there though.
the chambers lodged.
Still locked and loaded,
It’s ready to go at any moment.
The details elaborate.
It’s eloquently etched into the
Still fully bandaged;
Like footage salvaged.
It’s another scene to objectify ones frailty.
So when the squeeze of the devils eag.
I mean desert eagle
is the lesser evil.
That’s 1/6 the cost to a life gone.
The revolver plays a different jingle.
That metallic ring lingers.
But if I pull the trigger.
That’s another chance taken
Ettu’s what I dance to
Cause with each click there’s a flinch
Better yet a glimpse of:
Why take the chance:
The final unveiling and boom;
Cause you never know if you’ll make it.
Just like a rape kit it’s too soon to tell.
It’s never a good thing to put your hands on the cannon.
When you mind lacks a means to express your sadness.
You wanna compensate for a headache
I get it.
Can’t fake the end state
Too easy to fold under the goal of reason when a purpose is certain to take precedence under all evidence presented.
is temporary but precious.
Yet, to value less through our wrecklessness is like medicine
That sugar pill;
It’s a Placebo at rest, I guess.
The grips lethal
it can settle the crowd to a deaf mute.
It’s just you and the thoughts
As they pulsate
Glock to the temple, resting bitch face.
So when you lift and shift aim the
That’s a hard thing.
This inability to rest is stressful so let’s press the issue.
Boxed tissue at your headboard
like air from a pillow.
A flat sheet matted like Brillo
Heart stopped get the message.
Now take a second.
The mistakes you make today
Are traced in history.
But unlike battle rap there’s no chance to Errrruuhhhuuuhuuurrrtt!
Run that back.
Think about it.
Now let’s talk about it.